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*le sigh*

It took me like... 15 minutes to figure out  how the hell to write a new entry on here. Xanga, you've become so complicated!!

Meanwhile - Its fun to look back in here and think about the good times I had when this was all the rage. Specifically Lubbock times. Specifically the times where I started dating Chase and my whole life changed forever. He never looks on here anymore so I don't really feel like I'm running the risk of him reading this - but I'm going to say thanks to him for opening my eyes and my heart to the concept of love. Regardless of whether or not he genuinely loved me when he told me he did - I felt loved and I found love for the first time in my life. It could have been infatuation on my part - and really - that's probably all it was. But it was wonderful... and I'm glad I was blessed in meeting him and all of my friends through him after moving out to Lubbock.

I moved there a week before school started. I joined the LISD as a sophomore at Coronado High School... which wasn't such a big deal to me since I'd already gone through a year of highschool in Colleyville... BUT .. I was entering high school the same year that everyone goes to high school for the first time in Lubbock. So there were kids coming in from different schools - and nobody knew that I was a genuine "new kid". I had to put myself out there - and when I did - I was caught with open arms by the whole CHS choir family... and Chase. And that helped me gain the confidence I needed to move on in my life and grow into the woman that I am today.

So thank you everyone that was a part of my first few months in Lubbock, Texas. You made all the difference in the world to me. I was extremely depressed and made some really awful lifestyle choices when I moved back to Colleyville from Lubbock my junior year - and there is no doubt in my mind that it was due to the lack of amazing people who kept me grounded and kept me sane when living in Lubbock.

You all mean the world to me - more than you'll probably ever know. I probably won't see any of you ever again, and that is not something I accept with ease - but it's the truth. To those people - I sincerely wish you all the best of luck in life. To those who I may end up seeing sometime - I'd love to see you as soon as possible. You all meant the world to me... And its surreal to realize that my world is a completely different one now than it was 4 to 5 years ago.

Anyway - That's it.

Thanks, Xanga, for still being here for me.

hey xanga

hey, xanga.

its christmas break hooraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!

so of course im up late, bored, with nothing to do.
((hence this entry))

(((which will eventually be transferred to facebook.)))

mmmmmmmmm semester one of college = over. it FLEW by. thank goodness. i need this year to wrap up quickly. now that i know what i want to do with my life... its all going to be a lot easier. next yr w/an apartment is going to be the bomb. yea. the bomb.

buhhhhhhhhh what else. uhm. i'm pissed that my.unt.edu isnt working. bc i cant check my grades. lame.
furthermore, i worked yesterday from 4 to midnight. then today from 12 to 9. AWESOME. and by awesome i mean boo. bc im working every day between tuesday and christmas for at least 7 hours each shift. oh well whatevs. i have tomorrow off.. which means COWBOYS!!! and then monday off... along with richard having monday off means a happy day of xmas shopping (perhaps?) and spending time with my favorite person ever. have i mentioned how awesome my boyfriend is? no? okay. well. he's the most amazing person i've met. and i'm very happy he's in my life. he's made me a better person. thank goodness.

okay okay okay what else... thats it.

cowboys rule. mavs = mehhhr. stars... oh wait. i dont care about hockey. rangers got milton bradley.. hahahahah...

clemens and pettitte got busted. woot. suck it yankees. go red sox who have zero people on that list. (as do the rangers)

i love my life. its really good right now. thanks to everyone who is or has been a part of it. i love you all.

i finally for the first time in my life feel like a 'grown up'. or at least like a legit adult. its weird as balls. but its amazing. a little scary... but more exciting than anything. im ready to make a life for myself. and its going to be incredible.

thats it. i love you.
GO COWBOYS!!!!

ps....
 to you, i do miss it. i really really do. i look up to you so much more than you know.. and you probably have no idead how the eff i can do that when we never talk. but from what i see and look at... im glad to see you're happy. never thought i wouldnt be a big part of that. i'm sorry that i reeeeeeeeeeeeeeaally fucked that up.

poor xanga

i feel like ive abandoned one of my children.

i'm sorry xanga. i do love you. but facebook has completely consumed me.

If anyone really wants toknow whats going on with my life...

I changed my major from music to education... and i'm very happy with that decision.
I'm staying in choir... and as a matter of fact have a solo in the Concert Choir concert... tues. nov. 27th... :)

I have a wonderful boyfriend who i know is everything ive been looking for.. and is the tops of anything i will ever find. I love him.

aaaaand finally..

Its almost thanksgiving break. which really means its almost christmas break... thank yaweh.

k thats it. check out my facebook notes for more details about my major change and whatnot.

okay.. well thats it.

-kbye.

edit :: GO COWBOYS!

i almost forgot to put that up there.